Sunday, September 12, 2010

my way of self narcissism

First post of the month... I have switch my blogging mode to a monthly basis... so my first post might also be my last post... depending on my mood... i might sneak up and update during my office hours, hehehe...

updates... updates... i'm fitting into my new job... as a production editor.. which has nothing to do with tv production... weee.... i have change my path to journalism/publishing... people will be wondering.. i have a major in broadcasting... supposedly i should be in some tv station or production house doing things that appears on tv... well... been there done that... so i think that's enough... I'm not that into tv production.. I just like to write stories.. that, i can treat it as a hobby... this is when my blogs come in handy.. a platform for my writings... in the meantime... i can deal with that...

that's all about my job... nothing much has been happening in my life... it's a fact that i lead a very non-happening aka boring life.. sticking myself at home like the female version of otaku, except i watch tv series and variety shows instead of anime.. read novels and magazines instead of manga... facebook instead of online chat forum..

oh... that reminds me.. i've read something about online narcissism somewhere (cleo, to be specific)... something that i have never myself would be... i am actually an online narcissist.. hahaha... because i make full use of my twitter.. happily posting random updates since it's just a sentence... besides that, the facebook status thing also serves the same purpose... always posting mysterious (which also means half-way-hanging-or-emo-stuff-with-the-purpose-of-people-commenting-to-ask for-further-information) status... i'm usually very "kepo".. so i always ask when i see these "mysterious" posts... sigh~~ my nature is to be "kepo"... what to do?? but i would usually be posting stuff that i want to remember.. in case when there is a time that i would want to check back.. i more of the too much information (TMI) person.. who post stuff that people would not want to know.. instance...

status posts (pov of reader)
i'm starting work tomorrow (so??)
the smell of rendang from the kitchen is making me hungry (erm.. why do i have to know that?? it's not me who is making you hungry...)
no money~~ (then?? not that i'm gonna give you any..)
i'm in dilemma <-- this has been quite a frequent phrase (what does that have to do with me??)

there's more from where it came from.. but these are just some examples... just to let you know, we are all falling into the category of self narcissism online... in order to prevent that... delete your twitter account and dont post any status updates...

for me, i'll just accept the fact... everybody wants attention, i guess.. that is why people are sharing their lives on the internet through facebook, twitter and even blogs... i think it's the "in" thing now... so we are actually "in"!!! wahahahaha...

and i guess.. that's the of my post for today... thank you very much and have a nice day~~


signing off~~